I enjoyed your film a lot, and I think it does a very good job of showing what it is like from a rider's point of view. Interestingly, i have somewhat similar experiences. I attempted LEL in my first season of randonneuring, and made all sorts of mistakes. After weathering the horrendous storm coming into Edinburgh, I made a wrong turn on the way to Eskmuirdale, and lost 50 miles before I knew what had happened. I didn't finish.
I learned a lot from that experience, and was much better prepared for PBP. Between Villaines and Mortagne, I lost my wallet. For a little while, I was totally flummoxed. Here I was, in a foreign country, in the middle of light, very short of sleep, and I hadn't even enough money to feed myself. But then I gave myself a good talking to, and decided I couldn't let the loss derail my ride. Pretty soon, I ran into someone I knew a bit, and he lent me 50e euros, and I finished the ride.
A week after the ride, my wallet came in the mail, post-marked from Barcelona. All of my money and credit cards were intact. Sometimes, things just work out, and we find that the world is a better place than we imagined.