I received a few private messages overnight and one in particular (from one of the top 5 quickest finishers in the Mille Cymru last weekend) was particularly useful for me, because he came out and simply said it like he saw it. And it makes sense to me what he said. I've copied and pasted it below:
Just read your report. Looks like you never got enough sleep in the few weeks or days before the ride. I've done 3 days and nights on just a few 10 minute naps but if you get behind on your sleep, then even getting through one night can be impossible. I always thought that sleep would be the ultimate decider for your ride. From your report, you were too far behind with sleep before you started the ride and having been in your position more times than I can remember, there's nothing you could have done. The 10 miles extra was a hefty setback but not the be all end all. I reckon you'd have done it if you started with a lower sleep debt.That's quite insightful for me, because although he was not aware of it, I am a guy who gets by on 4-5 hours sleep, and my best night's sleep was 7.5 hours (on the night before the event - largely because I wasn't at home). This is an obviously useful change I can implement to potentially tackle my repeat issues with sleep deprivation on long rides.
It also points out something which I think we can all learn from. Most of the 'gems of information' we'll get about long distance cycling will come from the riders themselves - not from the likes of British Cycling and any sponsored online newsletters they send. I'm sure British Cycling is great for advice on maintaining your chain, or keeping your bike good in the winter - but not for riding 1000k on an ElliptiGO (or on anything else, for that matter). What they do compared to Audax is as different as the 100m sprint and an ultramarathon.
Reading some of the earlier interactions here from overnight - and seeing some of the messages I get privately (and "Millepete" refers to it in his most recent message, above) - there's an interesting phenomenon going on amongst many of us here, which I had seen starkly demonstrated in Wales when I was riding through last weekend.
I'll explain:As I rode through the quiet mountain-tops of Wales I had noticed a repeated behaviour in all the sheep and cattle I passed, which was quite alarming because I immediately realised this happens in people as well. It's not as sinister as it sounds, bear with me
- and this basically relates to the fact that when you ride towards a bunch of sheep or cattle, especially if you're on an ElliptiGO that makes a sound they are not familiar with, they panic and dash across the road trying to disappear into the larger group on the other side of the road. The sheep do this every single time. The cattle are more reserved, but if they see one of their number start to run, they all stampede as well. They are not sure why he's running but they feel it's better to follow suit and find out later, than to make their own analysis of their individual situations.
Some of those sheep die trying to cross that road in order to blend in, because they are hit by cars.
There are many good reasons why herding animals follow this herd behaviour - and we have it in our genes as group animals ourselves. However, it is like many of our basic instincts in that it is not a particularly crucial survival skill to nurture and develop in the modern world. In fact, in modern human life 'herd mentality' is a drawback. It is behind many of the more negative aspects of human 'civilization' and is behind many of the biggest outrages which have happened (and which still take place) in modern society.
People have a tendency to behave in the manner of sheep, not because it is rationally thought out, but because it makes them feel more part of a group - more absorbed in the herd. It doesn't actually bother people like myself. I was brought up to be an individual and I bring my own children up likewise. I painstakingly explain to my children why they need to stand back from the crowd and analyse situations for themselves. I try to ensure they are not afraid to go against the herd, because I believe being individuals should be our primary role in society. Fear of standing out, of being different, of being yourself, means we lose an opportunity in life to truly become what we are meant to become or to make any difference.
I wrote about that that in my event report and I say it again. We are all on a journey towards being the people we were supposed to be. Herd mentality is just a detour and a delay on that road. I know I'm younger than many who use this forum, but even in my 40 years my life has been greatly enriched by being an individual. I wouldn't have it any other way.
So I let the herd run free, there are numerous individuals - especially in a pastime like Audax - who can make their own decisions and analyse what's in front of them. It is a great stretch to think grown up individuals will go out and 'kill themselves' trying to be like me. Only someone steeped in herd mentality would think such a thing remotely possible. We all have free will and we all have the inherent mind power to keep ourselves safe and to take calculated risks. We can all learn from each other without the need to blindly imitate.
We are not sheep.As one of my ElliptiGO buddies said in a message to me, while I was still riding in the Mille Cymru and trying to decide how to respond to my lack of pace: "Quoting Fleetwood - "You can GO your own Way..."
I think he's right.
Idai