Or at least, hardly at all for the past 2 months
I've just been afflicted by some sort of fear as far as my commute goes. I guess it began with a flat move and not being familiar with the first part of my new commute. In addition, the new commute will only be 6 miles or so, so there is a part of me that feels that it is barely worth getting into the cycling togs for. Also, the new commute will be entirely urban, with no stretches that I can "get going" on, as there were previously.
But mostly, I think, it is because I have lost the will to fight my through the traffic. Each ride now is just a constant series of interactions or possible interactions during which I have to be constantly alert in order to avoid getting injured. At least my pre-move ride to work had a few nice stretches, or I could include a relatively pleasant stretch of the Thames path when I felt like it. I read "Rider down" on LFGSS too much. I see too much muppetry on the roads, as I observe from the footpath. Cycling is becoming a bit scary.
I've tried telling myself to MTFU. The bike is gathering dust. Advices for getting back on it? I miss the exercise badly, and the Oyster top-ups are hurting a bit.
I think a number of us have been there m'dear
I also think that the fact is, the longer you stay of it, the worse it gets - until you forget why you weren't on the bike in the first place.
and then everything is bon.
Take care sweetie
H