I have been a member of YACF since the beginning (well, almost..!) and have spoken to most of the regulars at events during 2007 (although I wont be recognised by many as I'm quite shy and pretty much on the fringe).
I completed PBP in 2007, had a strong 2008 and was all set to have a go at LEL this year when I was struck down by bouts of extreme fatigue at the start of 2009. I did the Haslingfield 200 and suffered terribly afterwards and then brought up the rear on The Elinith and again, suffered afterwards in a way that was completely alien to me. I then hung my bike up and have barely been able to ride since. Although entered for LEL, I had to accept it just wasn't going to be. Still, there was always next year and PBP to begin qualifying for....
Like many I had grand plans for later life and 'rides to do before I die' (to ride across America, more PBP's etc). But countless tests and visits to the hospital have resulted in a likelihood that, aged 45, I have Multiple Sclerosis
I still don't know what that means for me in the near future but I think it would be fair to say my audaxing days and long distance cycling are now well and truly behind me.
I guess if there is to be a message from my sorry tale, it is this: make the most of the fitness you have and do the things you want to do when you can - and don't put them off for another time).
Keep on pedalling.....