I struggle with this.
I was a Lance fan, I believed the 'new' image of the sport after the Festina affair. I knew drugs had been prevalent throughout the history of the sport. I loved and still love the drama and spectacle of the Grand Tours and the Belgian classics.
When I had enough money to buy a new bike and get back into cycling in 2007 I was in the shop and had a choice of Specialized or Trek. Having done no research and with money burning a hole in my pocket I went for a (very short) test ride of both bikes and chose the Trek, why? Lance Armstrong. I'd heard of Trek, I'd watched him race on one, I had a photograph of George Hincapie astride a specially painted one in his national champions jersey when the Tour of Britain came to my university town of Swansea in early 2000s (ish).
I wasn't upset or shocked when WADA released their findings. I knew the game was up and he couldn't be defended any more, I've read the books (except any of his for some reason). I don't think I was naïve before when watching them race but others can judge me for all I care.
Should he be punished, yes. Should he race again, no. There are others who took drugs, there are worse cases than his. Unfortunately he took it too far, he bullied and altered many peoples careers and lives. That cannot be excused. He also looked into the TV camera and lied to me.
I have been quizzed by Mrs Trekker since all this happened - I've got her watching bike racing - and I don't believe the sport is currently 'clean'. Doping is however, a minority and not systematically endorsed by teams or sponsors (I have my doubts about one team) and blind eyes being turned on occasion at all levels of the sport. There will always be bad apples in any sport or those who feel threatened in making the team next season.
I think the LA affair will ultimately have done good for the sport. In the long term it will have highlighted the reasons why people cheat and that most of us watching want to see a fair fight taking place on our TV screens.
Ultimately I still want to believe and I will continue to do so - cycling is still a wonderful sport to follow.
And I still have the Trek.