Sorry, I missed large parts of this:
I went back to film because it's more deliberate and organic. It isn't just pointing the camera in the general direction and holding down the shutter.
I only shoot 4x5 and 120. For 35mm, I think it gets too grainy too easily and it starts affecting the overall look.
Especially the large format. It takes at least 10 minutes to setup, so most shots are pre-planned, but I also think that the results can be far superior to anything you get from a digital camera, at least without a large amount of post processing. (I also get much much higher resolution than you can get with a DSLR). It requires planning, consideration and makes you think a lot harder about the picture you're about to take. A colour photo on a fancy slide film will cost me $30, so cost alone, makes you much more focused on getting it right. ( B/W in contrast, only costs me $1-3 depending on film and developer used).
You do lose the ability to be spontanous , which is why I also got the medium format. Again, fixed, lens, manual focus, operation of aperture and shutter. You still have to work to take the picture and you have to be a lot more conscious about the process.
So, sure, a lot of it is more about the process than the actual outcome (although I do think you get a superior photograph when you get it right with film), and sure you can do the exact process with a digital..some may do...but you still end up with a digital look, that your picture is a perfect example of.
On top of that, it's the opposite of the instant gratification society that we live in. When I click the shutter, at best it'll be 4-5 hours before I see the result..and in case of colour photos, days. (Although I do have pro lab only 5 mins walk away, which is handy!).
Oh and you can get motor drives for 120 film
https://www.butkus.org/chinon/bronica/bronica_etr_si_motor_winder_ei/bronica_etr_si_motor_winder_ei.htm