just adding couple of things to wind up.......
to be clear, I've driven to and from lots of Audax events in the past, and if I continue cycling, I will do so in the future.
Hitherto, I've always been able to turn the Astra Estate into a luxurious audax hotel and it's invariably worked just fine. Clear everything out, put a slab of foam in the back, with bedding and sleep perfectly fine both before and after an event. I can think of numerous rides where I've done just that - Heart of England x 6, BCM x 2, Elenith x 5, Flatlands x 4 and many others etc. It's never ever been a question of not sleeping after longer events. I just have too. Period.
The problem here was the delusion of a shorter distance being 'safer', it's only a few miles from home, it will be fine. Well it didn't turn out like that, did it?
Mate of mine took me over to Langley this morning to collect the contents of the car, namely my bike, a heap of dust sheets and loads of decorating bits. At least the bike would have been unaffected by all this, it had plenty of room in the boot [with passenger seats removed] to move about and take the impact, no problem, right? Well...again, that was wishful thinking....[gulp!].
https://photos.app.goo.gl/MEJYxMBSU3NVfnWd9I couldn't believe the state of those front forks. So we collected the contents, said goodbye to the car, and as we drove away I became aware more than ever before that I've been extremely fortunate to walk away alive from this accident. As a mate of mine said, 'yes, I think you pushed it to the absolute limit with luck". Exaggeration? Maybe, but he's not far from the truth.
We drove back past the exact spot where it happened, and there is not a scratch on the concrete post/wall, totally untouched......all the momentum energy went back into the car.
Thanks for the messages. As i said, I was happy to accept whatever the tone of the responses. It's not a problem.
Keep riding and keep safe as best you can.
cheers