When i go training I start from my front door. I have about five minutes preparation - mostly getting the right tension in my shoelaces, then I'm off. No fuss. No palaver. Just running.
In planing, for the big one, the Dorset coast ultra, I decided to do one trail marathon event as part of my preparation. The Beachy Head wasn't my first choice, as I'd run most of the route (in reverse) on the Sussex Coast Marathon in March, but on reflection, with over 4000 feet of climbing on coastal paths, it was probably a good one.
So I drove two hours, registered, pinned on my number and hung around for an hour before the start, three hours after leaving home.
The run started with a 'wall', a 30% ramp up the face of the South Downs. This was my downfall, not because I went too hard, but with my cyclist's legs and aerobic capacity it is the sort of terrain where I have a natural advantage over proper runners. So I reach the top in the company of those a lot better at this sort of thing than I am. Although I had the experience to settle in to a steady pace, I kept getting passed. Endurance sport is about the head and the stomach, once you can run or ride a certain distance it is the mind or the gut that fails you more than the legs. The experience of being regularly passed by other runners was tough, making me feel that I wasn't going well.
In fact, on the long draggy hills of the first half, I was going really well, faster than in training. the other problem I had was dodgy sinuses, the aftermath of a touch of a cold during the week. This had a knock on effect on my stomach, making me feel slightly nauseous. I concentrated on the checkpoints that came and went: 4 miles, 8 miles, 12.2 miles. The descents, especially where the path was eroded to bare chalk were treacherously slippery. Offsetting my discomfort were excellent views over the South Downs to the far-off sea. I longed for the flat section by Cuckmere Haven before the home run over the Seven Sisters and Beachy Head.
We crossed a road and there was another checkpoint. I'd been going for a little over two hours, so I stopped to eat one of the snack bars in my bum bag, just as I had done on my training runs and wash it down with some water. Getting stiff legs back into motion hurt, as did the sensation of being passed by a dozen or so runners as I was stopped.
After the skiddy descent to the Cuckmere River there was a steep muddy ascent. I was one of the few to run up it. Then there was another steep slippey descent; it was painful trying to control the pace of descent on tired legs. I ran up the next ascent until my way was blocked by others walking (at least that was the way I rationalised the marginal relief to my bursting lungs). Here I realised a fault in my training; I'd not practiced walking briskly up such terrain. Even so I kept going well through the woods and into the open downland near the coast, despite the totally gratuitous hill they threw into the mix. Looking at my watch I reckoned I had a good chance of going under 4 hours (I'd done 4-08 on the Sussex Coast).
The Seven Sisters are one of the most magnificent stretches of coastline in Britain, rolling hills that meet the sea in vertical chalk cliffs. but running along them is a rollercoaster of drops and climbs that blow any sense of rhythm. In the spring, at the start of a run, they were a joy to fly down and dig deep on the way up, but after 20 miles they were purgatory. No one was running up them, not even the guy with the Ultra Tour de Mont Blanc finishing shirt. That meant seven painful transitions from walking back to running. The only pleasure was seeing that I was on the final descent to Birling Gap. That meant just the long drag up Beachy Head and a quick descent into Eastbourne to the finish. And I knew I was good at long drags. But after the Seven Sisters my legs and mind were destroyed. i laboured up the hill. In one spot there was a low bank, only about two feet high. It stopped me in my tracks and I stood for a moment, disorientated, wondering what I was doing. Then I continued, until a short descent that broke up the rhythm that I had struggled so hard to regain.
At the top I walked for a bit, aware that I wasn't going to finish in under four hours and putting off the agonising moment of starting to run again. Then it was all downhill, finishing on that terribly steep ramp, finishing in 4 hours 6 minutes.
I should have been pleased. I wasn't on a good day and yet I'd still done marginally better than I had in the spring. But at the moment of finishing I was thinking that, on the big event, on similar if not worse terrain, I would have 19 more miles to do.
But once I'd had some recovery drink I reflected on a few things. Firstly, on the Sussex Coast, I had been on a good day. Secondly, there were a lot of good runners in this event (an entry of 2000 compared with 200) which meant that there was a lot more distraction from other competitors. Thirdly, the Seven Sisters had exposed a weakness, that I can address in the few training runs that remain. Finally, I was nowhere near as destroyed as I had been after the Sussex Coast.
So I'm still on track for the 45 mile monster in December. Based on this experience I think it will take 8 hours...